First post

I have been trying to keeping a blog for more than a few time, you know, a place where I can put my thoughts in and act as a recording of my life. The cause is cheesy, but I need to do this, because I am growing up. For the first time of my life, I feel like I am actually growing up, literally. I used to be indifferent to everything, before I met my girl friend. I used to not pay attention to what I feel and just follow what every body told me to. But I started to question things now. Now I have doubts in everything, I feel unhappy, it’s not that I’m sad, I can hardly find an appropriate term to describe it, but I would use “Unsatisfied” to describe my current mood. I don’t know how to get rid of it or where does it come from. Maybe it is the byproduct of having my own feeling toward things. I don’t know. I know I am so insignificant. But here it is, I’m doing it for myself.